thanks! he lives near baltimore and yeah, it was rainy and yucky out but i made it there and back safely :)
they’re probably worried about you, but they don’t want to push the issue. they figure you’ll tell them when you’re ready. and i know doing the talking thing is hard but sometimes it has to happen
if they’re important to you, then you’ll find a way to tell them. they might get upset but the point is that you’re not dead. you’re alive. it wasn’t meant to happen. you’re still here, and you want to be alive. you have a decision to make and it’s for the best for both of you, so even though you might be scared, just tell them. they’ll be happy you shared it with them.